When it really happens: SHTF...

[Ovidio]

I’m very sorry for you and for your friend.
One thing most people don’t understand about shooting, especially milsurps in my opinion, is that they are like a very special, personal therapy. I start, sometimes, visibly shaking (from my own perspective), and after one or two hours I’m as steady as a rock. Therapeutic. Cathartic. Just positive...
I hope you will recover well. My thoughts go to you and your friend’s family.
This thing is changing me deeply. I’m not sure if I like it or not, but it is bringing out the human being off me...
A tad scaring, but I feel good.
I feel less prone to compromise each day.